Dark Dilemma

Alright, so what does one do, when one meets a girl, whom is attractive, funny, smart, kind, and in a relationship?

Simple, you ask your friends for advice, then totally disregard it all and do something stupid anyways. I mean hey, what is the fun of life if you don't make your own mistakes and see how far you can push things?

Granted, there is always the up and downside to everything, especially when you post stuff like this, I mean hell, what stops her from reading it, what stops other people from reading it? What makes me care what other people think. I seriously miss the way I used to be, back when I thrived in drama and politics.

Once upon a time, right? I imagine I'll let my instincts and heart lead me to where my head is screaming is a bad idea. Well, not so much bad, just not the best of ideas. I mean hell, last girl I had an interest in, blew me off like it was nothing. Rejection stings, but if you don't shoot for the target and miss, you can't hit it that one time you get lucky.

I'll probably just do what I always do, move forward, take the cards I'm dealt, stack the deck, and then play my hand with the cards I wanted.

In the end, what happens happens, and I won't be stopping any of it by sitting here doing nothing about it. Probably helping it by keeping it friendly and slow. I prefer not to jump the gun.