Subtle Hint.... Can You See It?

So patch came out on WoW. Definitely fun. Having a flying mount in the early 60s makes leveling so much easier. At the same time, the new instance content is awesome. I've even discovered how broken my guild really is, as we did a two hour full clear of a 10 man instance that takes my normal party almost four hours if lucky.

Enjoyable content over all. I'm doing better with work, getting up at the right times. Admittedly, had two issues in the week that were not entirely my fault, however, that being such as it is... I've been working out a few details with it. Working a decent amount of my hours as opposed to hitting GHE. Though I'm not sure if that is me truly working my scheduled hours, or the call volume keeping me chained to the headset.

A running gag at work ended up pissing off the object of the joke. Someone that people compare me to. Personally, I don't see it. He and I are both know-it-all egotistical men with superiority complexes... But I'm not as uptight as he is, I am far more joking about things, and I know I have the superiority complex, I don't think he realizes his flaw.

Natasha is apparently falling head over heels for me. I take this with a grain of salt, mind you... She is young, and as such things are to be.... Expected. I do like her, and our conversations are often interesting, and many times merely result in light flirting and the like.

Speaking of flirting, Darcy and I are getting along famously, as per the normal expected I suppose. We flirt, tease, joke around. We talk about personal things, dreams, intentions, plans... And over all just chat. It's nice to be able to just relax with someone without concern about judgments, or saying the wrong thing.

I made an interesting slip at the store tonight.... I lent Jes my bank card today so that she could get the money I owed her as well as grab me lunch (kind of her), and forgot to put the card back in my wallet. When I went to the store to grab a couple things, I was at the cash, reached for the card in my wallet, and realized it was absent. They know me well enough that they held my stuff behind the counter while I went home to get the card. When I came back and rung up, he asked me how I managed to forget the card that is a permanent fixture in my wallet... My response was, "I gave it to me slave today to run some errands, and forgot to put it back in my wallet when she returned it to me."... The amusing thing, is I said this without thinking.

I can't seem to stop flirting with Jes, despite the fact we both know nothing will happen. She's working on getting "Over me" and I really like her as a friend. I prefer not to ruin that with my track record of "perfect" relationships.... After all, I'm broken.

Speaking of broken... Had to talk out my ass on thursday. Got dragged into "one of those" meetings with the Business Manager and HR for Home Agents. A display for concern for my truancy in lates as well as the two absences I had due to illness.

I somehow, no idea how even now, spun it through charisma, situation, and circumstance, to turn it from, "I'm missing work due to insomnia and too tired to get up." To them offering me sympathy for my situation, letting me know it is ok, and offering me free psychiatric care through a work program which offers councilling to employees free of charge, and a "get out of jail free" card that worked rather beautifully for me over all... I am, however, really questioning how long I can keep up pulling these horse shoes out of my ass... There has to be an end to them eventually, right?

Over all, things are going rather well, with the exception of people missing obvious hints, and blunt statements, to take a long walk off a short cliff and keep me out of their conversations, minds, and discussions... However they will either catch on, or they won't. I'm done caring as of now... Such is life.

On a final note... Pandora is the best radio station in existence. Glad I found it and found a way to use it. Have found so many bands and songs that I like so much since I found it.

Well, cheers till later.

Chris.

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Oh yeah... DOOM AND GLOOM AND DEPRESSION!!! Sorry, almost forgot I was supposed to be all dark and moody tonight. CHEERS!.... err... I mean.... SUICIDE AND DARKNESS!