FMLYHM

For those who grab the link for this blog from my msn, you're probably wondering what the hell that one means. It's a song title from Seether... Fuck me like you hate me.

Anyways, update time. I'm not feeling overly enthusiastic about much lately, so I'm going to give the bare bone details of everything.

I'm no longer working, this I believe was already a known thing during my initial "wtf now?" phase. I've been job hunting and looking for work, not a very fortuitous path I assure you. No bites despite over two dozen applications.

I am now, indeed, on welfare, which at the moment doesn't even manage the money needed to pay rent, let alone bills. I am selling my playstation 3 to a former co-worker, so that she can give it to her S/O's kids for x-mas.

I may have actually qualified for unemployment. Not sure for sure, but I got the letter giving me my pin number for my profile and that I needed to make bi-weekly reports. So that will be a significant help to have a bi-weekly check coming in for even a portion of my previous wages.

My internet got shut down with rogers. A direct result of an extra $20 tacked onto my bill monthly for a PVR I shouldn't have been paying for until 2010. So I went with another provider for a cheaper rate at an equivalent speed (though not an equivalent bandwidth).

I lost myself in WoW for a brief period. Two weeks to be exact... Though I'm playing now as well, off and on. Leveled a rogue to 80 in 6 days 5 hours played time, 12 days real time. Have a druid made that is only getting poked now and again.

Dragon Age Origins is a beautiful game. Very nice, pretty, cool storyline.

I'm out of gor again, after such a short period back into it before real life fucked it up. Of course, this time around it was not my doing to leave, it was a choice forced on me as JT, someone I once called a brother, decided that because he isn't my confidante anymore, that I don't belong in his home for roleplay.

I'm willing to bet he doesn't even read this blog, let alone know of it's existence despite the fact that it is posted on me msn.. And he has the gall to tell me I don't talk to him anymore about my life. He doesn't exactly show much interest in it either. Hell, Kalli shows more interest in my life and she did that before she even knew me from a hole in the wall.

Who's Kalli? Why, she's Maggie's kiwi, and someone I like to call friend. I'll divulge more when I have a mind to write next entry.

And most important for last... Maggie and I are, yes, still together, such as it is with the distance between us, and as each day passes I love her more and more. Seems she is bit by a similar bug as each day passes she seems to cling more and more. And for once, with her, I actually don't mind it.

I'm counting down the days, and not to christmas like so many people... No, to january, around my birthday, when Maggie will be here, in my arms.

To another today and a new tomorrow,

Chris.