Bizarre

I never really notice how much I have to write about until I actually start writing, and when I do, it just kind of flows out, and before I know it, I have paragraphs written that didn't even exist in my mind when I started.

I've confirmed with my doctor and my pharmacy that my roommate can pick up my medication and mail it to me if I go to the states with Chandra, which is something I want to do. Which means Erika can mail my pills to me, this simplifies matters greatly for me.

As this has been figured out, over the past week or so, I've been horribly addicted to Pogo games. Monopoly to be exact. I've been playing it rather consistently, with computers, with people, with Chandra... Quite often, in between this she and I watch "our shows"... Which amounts to Leverage (which just ended), True Blood (ending next week), Lie to Me, Weeds, Sons of Anarchy, Criminal Minds... She's watching Bones now, and I may pick it up again when she catches up to me, though I lost most interest around season 4 or 5. Breaking Bad, though not often.... Among other movies.

I've become bored with world of warcraft, and most other video games. I read now and then, am at least getting back into that. I'm further sinking into the local community, and finding myself rather pleased with the insertion of those people into my life.

Admittedly, I see some of them, and though younger than me, I find them mirroring what I used to be like... At least in some ways. I look at one in particular, and see what she has done, is doing, and what she has experienced, and I find myself feeling slightly protective. Not so much because she needs to be protected, or that I am the protective type. More that she made a decision out of anger, and has experienced a great deal of backlash from it... I find people who are so shallow, pathetic, and immature as to thrive on berating a girl for a decision made in haste... to be sad and pathetic individuals. Is there not better things to do than harass a girl that is gone from that life and reflecting on her own experiences? Ah well... silly silly people.

I'm exhausted tonight, but am trying to stay awake in order to keep a semi-regulated schedule. I believe I'll read a chapter or two of my book before I pass out... Speaking of books, Book 12 of the wheel of time finally comes out in soft cover on the 28th of september, only for book 13 to come out in november. So end of september I'll FINALLY get my hands on the Gathering Storm, and be able to read it as I own it, and a month and change later, I'll have the next book taunting me. I may just say fuck it and buy the damned thing in hard cover. I want to read it all, there's only one more coming out after this.

I wrote a bit, a sample for someone that wants me to ghost write a chapter for them in a book. A combat scene. It flows so naturally, but I lose interest so quickly, which is one of the extremely bothersome things about me and writing. I need the block to vanish... It is the worst thing ever... Right above being told I'm depressed because I'm fat.

Ah well... Time to read, then sleep, then harass her when she comes to bed, then sleep more, then wake up, then get my hair cut, then try and find a meter/yard stick for the Munch gathering tomorrow night, then eat, then bake cookies for the munch, then go to the munch, then keep Sicx from drinking more than one, then enjoy myself... Those last two will probably be simultaneous, then come home, then beat Chandra in her school girl outfit, or rape her, or both, or neither, or... Well... whatever... Then sleep, and then wake up, then shop for grocery, then...er... well... that is going into saturday. I don't know what is happening saturday. There's a barbecue at an acquaintances place, but I really don't know if I want to bother to attend an event where the only people I know are rather condescending towards me. At the same time, there's a university course thing for kink stuff involving flogger play, so we may also attend that because, well, kink is fun, and even if I learn absolutely nothing from it, it will be a day out and will be entertaining. Of course, if we don't do the kink university thing, or even if we do, we'll get to see a movie or the like.

Anyways... Reading now.

Cheers,

Chris.